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- Semi annual sales are all over the damn place! I love it, but not
when it comes to Bath and Body Works... I swear you're tempted to buy
everythin there. Good thing I stopped myself, though, or else I'd have
a million bottles of lotion open like before, and even more bottles of
body spray up on my dresser.
- Put new pictures up on Myspace: http://blog.myspace.com/minesthebest
- I was lookin at my cousin's Myspace and read this, and it got me thinkin hella hard...
May this encourage you always... Don't spend major time with minor
people. If there are people in your life that continually disappoint
you, break promises, stomp on your dreams, too judgmental, have
different values and don't have your back during difficult times...that
is not a friend.To have a friend, be a friend.
Sometimes in life as you grow, your friends will either grow or go.
Surround yourself with people who reflect values, goals interests and
lifestyle. When I think of any of my successes, I am thankful to GOD
from whom all blessings flow, and to my family and friends that enrich
my life. Over the years my phone book has changed because I changed for
the better. At first you think you're going to be alone, but after a
while new people show up in your life that make your life so much
sweeter and easier to endure. Remember what your elders used to say,
"Birds of the same feather flock together. If you're an eagle, don't
hang around chickens: Chickens Can't Fly!
It got me thinkin, because I know that I DO have a LOT of minor people
in my life that I do make major. And it pisses me off so much, but what
happens when those people are the very ones that you're exposed to
nearly everyday? The ones that you're always at parties with, and the
ones who, if you ARE goin out, are the ones that you see? Geez man I've
had it with this bullshit. I was juss talkin to Fallon about this, and
I've seriously had it with friends described above ^. I denno if
anybody else feels this way, but gimme a holla if you feel like your
closest friends aren't even your "closest friends," and that you can
barely keep in touch with the friends that once were or are actually
worthy of bein called your closest friends. Don't get me wrong,
ya'll... I do like a lot of you, but it's been awhile since I actually
called somebody my best friend [who isn't my bf], it's been awhile
since I've seen some of my longtime good friends [like Janina... and
Izza, who is now livin in Vegas], and there is always somethin urgently
wrong [meaning, one of the things that that message said up there] with
some of the friends that I have right now. I aint gonna name names, but
dude how can you do anythin BUT be a person's friend if they're the
only ones that you see around so much and they're the only ones that
you're constantly talkin to? It's easy to change friends around in
highschool, but with college I denno if it'll be that easy anymore.
Seriously guys if you feel me on this one let me know! I know of a
couple of people who feel the same way, but the majority of people I
see around still have good friends and still have people who they can
call best friends. :( This sucks!
- I'm lookin for a job right now, so if anybody can hook me up with one [in the city, preferably], that'd be SUPER.
- And if anybody can hook me up with a gym membership in the city
that'd be even MORE SUPER. I aint tryna pay $300 for a start-up fee, so
when I say HOOK ME UP I really mean HOOK ME UP.
- Been taking summer school, and it's for a class that I'm actually
interested in... it's Physical Anthro... before ya'll start your
moanin, lemme tell you that I'm actually enjoyin it! My teacher's great
so I don't see any complaints there.
Arrite well imma get going... take care ya'll, I'm free nearly half the
time, so feel free to hit me up cuz I'm down for whatever. Unless of
course it involves anythin life threatening, needles, or puttin things
in places where they shouldn't be yadidamean?? EWW NASTY
Love, Mocca
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| So people actually DO read this! [Haha thanks for the comment
Rachael...] Regardless I'm still tryna get my entries in. I've had this
xanga way too long to juss let it all go... I'm doin everythin the same
way I did it yesterday
- I haven't returned the T-Mobile phone that I bought last week, I've
still got till tomorrow, but I'm sucha lazy ass puttin it all off. I
gotta return it before I'm forced to keep it! Imagine if I went through
with buyin a Sidekick... I'd never wanna let it go. Haha. And juss a
note to everyone who I gave my new cellphone number to - keep the old
one cuz I'm throwin out the new one.
- Supposed to go to Crazy Horse tonight, but I've been there before, so
if ANYTHiNG then imma go to Little Darlings. Monica, Liz, and Raquel
got in there for free the last time they were there! AND they got a
free porn... and a $20 lap dance for all three of em. Now if that
doesn't sound like a Filipino tryna get good deals then I denno what
that is... lol
- My niece is sittin up all on her own now... well sorta. She's really
fussy, so it's hard for her to keep her balance if she keeps on movin
around. My dad put her on his lap, though, and she was doin juss fine.
The only problems she encounters is when she's on a bed that's hella
soft and hard to balance on. My baby's growin up!!!
- Jesse Callejas - a friend of mine from highschool - passed away on
Tuesday due to gang related gun shooting. The sad part is, he wasn't
even part of a gang... even though I didn't know him very well, I
remember him being HELLA sweet... I was thinkin bout why it hadda be
him to pass away. A few others got shot, too, but they survived...
Jesse had nothin to do with any gangs, and I doubt he was beefin it
with anybody, but he was the one who went through the most pain. RiP
Jesse - You're in an extremely better place now, and I wish I coulda
gotten to know you better, but let this be a lesson to everyone to
cherish all the moments that you have with your loved ones - get to
know new people - and leave a nice, lasting impression on everyone you
meet.
- Hung out with Liz last night, and dude we had a HELLA fun time. We
couldn't stop laughin and gigglin once we got to Mitchell's, some girl
was lookin at us like we was alllll dumb. Actually we were... but I
think how we smelled was givin us away. "Hey, is Andy here? No? Well
tell him his babies' mommas came by, and that the child support checks
haven't come in the mail... AGAiN!!" "Hey, is Andy here? No? Well tell
him this is the last time we're comin here... next time we're callin
the police!" -----> I was HELLLLA about to say that to our ice cream
scooper. Lit or not I woulda done it, Andy woulda never figured out who
the fuck his co-supervisor was talkin bout... LOL. "Uhh Andy these two
girls - one was white, the other Latina - came by and they wanted to
let yanno that they want their child support checks." Hahaha oh geez
ya'll shoulda been there. I LOVE MY LiZBiAN!!
- Going to Serramonte today... haven't been there in a looong while.
Somebody remind me to buy some Moisturinse. And semi annuals! Have they
stopped em already? Better not... that's how long I haven't been to a
mall, I think that's a good thing though.
- Gotta find a job, I found some good government jobs, but it's a pain
in the ass to get employment verification and all the other shit that
they're askin for. I don't wanna go back to retail, retail is drivin me
nuts! We'll juss hafta see though... I might still wanna get a Macy's
cosmetics job. Really I wouldn't mind...
- Hella parties are comin up! They're juss around the corner... I love
em house parties were you can go dumb and act crazy and retarded and
not hafta givvuh fuck bout parents bein there, keepin the noise level
down, or havin to deal with instigatin ass shit talkin broads. Oh yea
another thing... ya'll who is shit talkin have NO FUCKiN LiVES!
Ok well that's all for now, take care guys!
Mocca
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| Hey guys, I haven't updated this thing in hecka long, but best believe
I check all the ones that I'm subscribed to. I juss haven't had the
time lately, and when I am online, the last thing that I wanna do is
write an entry on here when I'm not even sure if people read this in
the first place. But anyway, I juss wanted to do a quick update on
wassup with me... I'm too lazy so I'm juss gonna put them in points
instead of tryna make a relevant paragraph.
- Summer school at SCU... it's a pain in the ass to hafta commute all
day everyday, and it aint easy on the gas tank, but I GOTTA do it. I'm
tryna graduate on time here! I'm takin physical anthro, and it aint
that bad... my professor's hella intelligent and she's nice - aint one
of those professors that make you wonder if she knows what she's doin.
- I got in trouble AGAiN!! I thought that one time I came home at 6
a.m. from KMR was bad enough, but I come home to ragin mad parents at 5
a.m. and what happens makes me hella wanna move out. I'm not goin to
though... I don't have the funds, and I really aint ready. Booo I love
my family though.
- My sister Michelle is a mufawkin PiMP, it makes the situation kinda
harder for me though. Things are soooo fuckin confusing right now.
- Me and Raquel = REUNiTED AND iT FEELS SO GOOD.. we've been hangin
out, but if we don't practice time management soon we gotta stop. We've
been havin a lil too much fun lately... not like it's a bad thing, but
when it comes to school, YES it is.
- Hula and Tahitian class are goin very well.. if ya'll wanna join a
halau in Milpitas, lemme know. Everyone is HELLA friendly.. the luau's
on Sept. 17, 2005. I'm performin in it! :D My abs actually hurt for the
first time yesterday...
- CRYSTAL'S HOUSE FOR THE FiRST TiME EVER... yes holy shit it actually
happened, I visited Crys at her house and we had a semi long talk about
stuff. Loved every minute of it, it's juss too bad that she has a
"schedule of availability" now and she can't hang out all the time
anymore. I CALLED YOUR ASS TODAY, BETCH! CALL ME BACK... Love you
cousin... remember that one time we packed your car like Mexicans in a
van and we went on over to Sophie's Crepes? Ahh good times...
- Hung out with Lizbian! I haven't seen her ass since I moved outta the
dorms, so it was hella nice seein her last night. We grubbed on HELLA
rice... damn... we doin too much with that doj.
- Me and Tich have actually been havin conversations that DON'T involve
sex... it's so weird though. Gettin to know Tich is like goin through a
Playboy magazine... you turn the page, find a normal article, and then
turn another page and you get somethin hella sexual and nasty. CHRiS
DON'T DENY iT YOU KNOW YOU iS LiKE THAT.
- Tiff is in my anthro class this session and in my spanish class next
session! YEAAAYUH. Me and her go way back, we're always talkin bout how
we used to do this in highschool, and how we used to do that in
highschool... we never went to school with each other until now, yet we
have a helluva lotta dirt on each other. I love her though... we're
both Pisceans [FEBRUARY BABiES!] but she's the more outgoing one I
hafta say.
- Kicked it with Fallon not too long ago... she is always fun to talk
to, I love that girl! I juss met her this past year but already I'm
hella close to her. She's havin a party this weekend, and if yanno
Fallon and parties, then ya'll don't wanna miss this one... we can make
all the noise and do whatever the fuck we want, she lives in a hella
industrial area so nobody can hear shit. Lookin forward to those lap
dances, Fal!
- My niece turned 5 months on 6/20, and she is adorable and she's a
DARLiNG... she'll baby talk your ear off and sing along to your songs.
She's also been able to hold her head up all by herself. I love her SO
SO SO SO SO much x 10000000 x infinity. She is SO big now! She eats jar
food and cereal like a big girl, and you'll hear her go, "Mmmm
numnumnum" when she's eating. I'll update with pics another time.
Arrite well I gotta get going... I'll update more another time. STAY CLASSY SAN FRANCiSCO
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| Geez it's juss about time for another entry...
I haven't been doin much but tryna concentrate on school. There's juss
been so much to do, there isn't juss ONE thing that I can focus on. Our
LA trip is comin up next weekend, so I'm definitely lookin forward to
that. Last week went by hella slow, I wasn't sure if I shoulda been
happy about the fact that I had time to relax, but I got little to no
schoolwork done. :\ To top it all off, I got hella f'in sick and I
wasn't able to make it to Janelle's or Club Terra on Friday. To make
things even more worse, Eric didn't even stay to take care of me that
night. Man best believe I was hella cryin, but I couldn't do nothin
about it. I couldn't even get up or start beggin him to stay. All I
could do was close my eyes, and when I woke-up, he was gone. I felt
SOOO feverish... we were supposed to go to Hukilau earlier that night
to have dinner with Ira, Meg, and Jay... I hella wanted to go, but I
couldn't even get up. Maybe Eric thought I was dramatizin it, but I was
NOT feelin good AT ALL. He thought I was tryna keep him away from his
friends when I asked him to stay instead of going to Hukilau. I truly
believe in balancing your life out with your bf/gf and friends and
family, and there is absolutely no reason why I wouldn't want him
chillen with such good people. I juss wasn't feelin good at all, and
knowin that he was there to take care of me made me feel SO MUCH
BETTER. And here he comes gettin pissed that I want him to stay, goin
off about how he's "hella hungry..." and what can he do cuz all I'm
doin is sleeping. Well all I COULD do was sleep! Fuck that hella pissed
me off. We talked, though, but things still hella hurt. It makes you
think if he'll really be there for me in the future. I love him SO
much, but in no way was I expectin this. :\ When he told me he was
leaving, all I could think about in my head was that this wasn't
happening, and that he wasn't really gonna go. I fall asleep, and what
do yanno... he's left. Omg dude 2 years and you'd think he woulda known
how to take care of me. It's ok for him to sleepover when he's high or
drunk and he can't drive back, but it aint ok when his girl is in hella
pain and HELLA needs him... hella needs SOMEBODY to stay there with her
cuz she feels like she's going in and outta consciousness. Ugh
whatever... I juss hadda vent. That is byfar the worst thing he's ever
done. Aside from chill with his ex, that has to be about the worst
thing that he's ever done to me. Well I say FUCK THAT and good riddance
to that behavior... I wanna see some improvement and a change in
attitude, especially somethin to calm his smart ass mouth.
Arrite I'm out, guys... hit me up whenever ya'll want.
Monica
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